That actually might not be a bad idea… I was actually contemplating getting back into Flint and Steal
It’s this terrible cycle of guilt really… like right now I’m on and off working on a music vid for a family member but I really gotta be in the right mindset to work on it but I keep putting it off to wait for the right time, mood, etc, but then too much time as gone by and I just end up feeling horrible for not working on it more which causes me to not want to work on it at all
I get this way with so many projects and I hate myself for it but I literally cannot get myself to do it due to ridiculous amounts of anxiety

Not necessarily with a death exactly but I’ve had some freakin weird and vivid dreams that leave me momentarily disoriented when I wake up (or in the case of this morning by being pulled out mid-dream by my alarm)

